I seem to be developing a new relationship with time since that day when I wrote about the resistance I’ve always had to it. I’m far more relaxed somehow, I generally don’t feel myself getting all tense when things are happening in a different way than I had planned. I feel a spaciousness with it if that makes any sense. It’s actually very cool and I’m really grateful for the shift.
That’s the way it is whenever I finally face whatever beliefs and thought patterns I’ve been unconsciously holding that have been limiting me or that I seem to be in conflict about. Letting go of the resistance around it lets me see and experience things in a very different way which is not available to me when I’m hanging on to a particular point of view or belief.
There was a kind of ‘time’ issue coming up yesterday where a group of us are making a change, so we had to find a different time to meet. That isn’t always easy when you’re talking about 10 people. It was looking a bit iffy at first but thanks to the willingness of the group and some letting go on my part it is all coming together. What I had to let go of was the idea that it would be difficult, and we’d probably not be able to find a time that worked for everyone. I caught myself in the act though and surrendered. Next thing I know, it’s all worked out. Life is a wonder.
It seems so subtle sometimes, the way we resist, because we are so good at disguising it and we’re often so used to it. It would have been easy to miss my resistance on this one but the commitment to and daily practice of letting go and surrendering came through for me. I am truly grateful!
Namaste
